April 24, 2009
Before Happy Easter Video, Avenged Sevenfold and Panic! at the Disco
Sw Eden had done the video before Happy Easter in January 2007. That is Video for Thai King
The one on youtube, the sound got removed, but on myspace, the sound is still there. (I credit Black Stone Cherry at the beginning of the video, and draw all members of it and have its label. I do not understand this band, who can did this to its fan.)
This is the link to hear it on myspace http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&VideoID=35304165
After that time, Sw Eden needed to make more video religion in Autumn 2007. The song that Sw Eden picked is Seize the Day of Avenged Sevenfold. Sw Eden did not know nay of them, because Sw Eden have believed that Sw must like the music first, then Sw will able to see at their look. So there is nothing can be bigger influence than music itself.
Avenged Sevenfold Drawing by Sw Eden on 2009

Avenged Sevenfold Drawing by Sw Eden on 2009
Sw Eden thought about the movement of graphic and how St. Peter do not to lose Jesus from his life. Sw Eden had no time to make anything during the semester. Sw went back home, and messed around charity and traveling.
Till Spring 2008, thing had changed for Sw Eden. Sw Eden found that many things that Sw had done were stupid. Sw became a new person who he had never met. Sw has been interested in surrealistic and symbolic artwork. Sw studied hard on it in early 2008. Sw Eden pick a new song of Panic! at the Disco, that is “That Green Gentleman (Things have changed)”. Sw Eden began draw the clip on sketch book. Sw Eden still did not have time to make the video.
Sw Eden got job in some bad magazine company, and visit the school without receive the credits during the summer. Sw went back the the United States, and stop thinking about make a videon of the song, That Green Gentleman. He thought that the music video of this song was already great, so there is no reason to make it over again.
Early 2009, Sw Eden wondered about upcoming Easter day on April 12, 2009. Sw want to make a video for it. He looked back to the sketch book. He cut some parts that were not related to Easter out. He needs to use Seize the Day by Avenged Sevenfold again. For his own habit, that he always credit the artist of the songs by put them in the video. Sw searched for the picture of Avenged Sevenfold for the first time after listen to their songs long time ago. Sw Eden imagined a lot on Seize the Day about graphic and meaning video, but just when Sw Eden watched the official video of this song, he was so disappointed. In fact, it is fun in another way, but not surrealistic. All music videos of this band is realistic. Sw Eden stopped thinking about that a little while, and there was something pop-up in his head.
Okay let make a fun video after talking with Mo0 Manzon about the news in australia
Well, Sw Eden was dying without going to the concert. His favorite bands had no concert in New York in Autumn 2008, but he was still alive because he bought 2 DVDs of Zi:Kill, and went to see Panic! at the Disco’s comment. In Spring 2009, he was dying again. There are no those concerts in New York City. Sw Eden went to music store more than 3 times to find Ken Zi:Kill’s songs. He did not get any. He got Who am I? in late 2008. And it is here. He picked the song Tsure Tsure, and started to pull everything he had thought about into it.
Sw Eden went to see the comment of Panic! at the Disco on Rock Battle

Sw Eden went to see the comment of Panic! at the Disco on Rock Battle
He mixed the idea from his own imagine before watching the official video of both “That Green Gentleman” by Panic! at the Disco, and “Seize the Day” by Avenged Sevenfold. so in this video, there are surrealistic, moving graphic, religion, and Sw Eden still credit the artist of the song, by draw him into the music video.
you may watch it here, if you didnt watch it yet http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NPKZe0QTifg
April 24, 2009
The Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine, Gothic Architecture and drawing
The Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine
If I look through the eyes of new visitors who come to New York City to get the sense of Western world, they will never be disappointed to visit The Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine. And this church is the most interesting place in New York City in the list of website for visitors, too. This shows the influence from European life and religion before those people went to this new land. The religion founds many things around people’s life; for example, music, routine, artwork, architecture and also politic in ancient time. In this case, here is Catholic Church.

Facade of Main doors The Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine by Sw Eden
The huge piece of Gothic architecture which is sit on 3 blocks of changing slope from Morningside Driveway to Amsterdam Avenue, mostly was seen from east side of the town before other views. People walk from Central Park or from Subway around Central Park North and walk up this slope hill. They pass a small park, Morningside Park which has plain landscape and simply ballfeilds, but very deep from street. Surely everybody will get the feeling of how large the church is, from both attempt to walk up, and from the Morningside Park. The experience to walk down to the Morningside Park and look up to the church is more than the street walker’s sight. And this is not only about how large of the church, but also how high and powerful of the Catholic God. Before the time of Jesus Christ, the God was much cruel. He could kill the country which let a human tough an abandon box.

Synod House of St. John Church at south-west corner of Cathedral Avenue or 110 st by Sw Eden
The Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine is already a big contrast to the way people look at New York as a modern city. On the plan of its block, there is The Avalon Morningside park apartment at the south-east corner. That corner is the first sight of most people to the church as previous paragraph said. Some complain that this apartment hides the view and hide how classic the view is. Some complain about the height of the apartment that it is sin. I visited New York first time on 2006, and I visited this church, too. The Avalon Morningside Park was built in 2007. To be an optimist, the modern materials of facade of this apartment give a big contrast in its block, as well as the church gives a big contrast to other modern buildings in the city.

Rough Sketch Saint John Church on Amsterdam Avenue around 112 st by Sw Eden
Most people like to walk on 110th street or Cathedral Avenue that make their eyes cannot contain over all part of the church so well. They are too close to the church. If they walk on 113rd street, their distance can hold all part of the main building very well. This view should be recommended for giving first impression to people who have never visited here. However the space between the feet of people in 113th street and the large wall of the church is parking areas and something under-construction. It is different from the space between 4 – 5 buildings in the middle which is calm and plentiful with trees. The plan cannot be changed, but it can be improved to give a good look from 113th street.

Facade at north side The Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine or view on 113 st by Sw Eden

Angel on the highest roof or roof above Altar of Saint John church view from Morningside driveway by Sw Eden
The main entrance has three prominent tympanums and large stair. Firstly, the right-side tympanum is the story of Jesus birth. Mary (Virgin) is the main person on this side. Secondly, the left-side tympanum is the crucifixion of Jesus. It includes Mary and Mary from Magdala. This shows that Virgin Mary is very important to Catholic believe. Some of them worship Virgin Mary more mainly than Jesus. Although she is the mother of Jesus, Jesus called her, “Woman” rather than, “Mother” during his last 3 years. Thirdly, the middle tympanum is Jesus in the book of Revelation. The things that can be noticed that this is revelation are seven circles around Jesus in King dress. Moreover the space between Jesus and two doors, there are 4 animals in the book of revelation, too. They are strange human, strange lion, strange eagle and strange horse. All must have 7 eyes and 6 wings, but on the tympanum which has limited space, all of them have only 2 wings and 2 eyes for each.

Left-Side Tympanum of main entrance The Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine or the death of Jesus. There are Virgin Mary and Mary Magdalene, drawing by Sw Eden

Middle Tympanum main door of The Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine or the image of Jesus in the book of Revelation

Tympanum of right-side main door The Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine or the birth of Jesus. Virgin Mary is in there drawing by Sw Eden
Around the main door, there are 12 disciples standing at people’s head level. This may be concern about a part of Act in Bible, which God is the head if the man. At this part, some of them seem to be graphic-like rather than human-like sculpture. Mainly for all art at the facade, humans have to stand close to them, because the width of the street does not allow going further. So surely, humans have to life the head up.

Window of the Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine by Sw Eden
After the Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine renovation was finished about last year, 2008 (I visited last time before this year at Christmas of 2007), the nave was open. People can see directly to the choir, and stand in the middle and look around the cross arch roof. The scale of the roof and window is very large, and surely it is not human scale. All should be about feeling of God. In fact, Bible said that God created human as his image, so God should not have bigger body than regular people. The high roof and barbaric glass do not allow much light to come in. It should be about that feeling, too. But the church already put the spot light on the column. Catholic really concern about feeling, if compare with Buddhism country as Thailand. Thai ancient house also has high roof. The house can seem like church in this way, but in fact, it is reduce the heat at human level, because the heat always moves to the top. The paradox to Bible does not happen just for God scale, it is also about light in the space. All Catholic architects might think about the beginning of the book of genesis which is really short and small part of Bible. Most parts of Bible talk about bright and light rather than the dark over the water. God also blame people that they hide themselves from God in the darkness, because they are afraid that God will see something wrong on them. So almost all Catholic churches are strange from the reality in Bible. That is truly different from Protestant church which is more like human scale and much brighter.

View to West of The Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine by Sw Eden
In the day I visit this Church
I walk in to the Church. I heard a soft chorus from faraway at around the cross part. High roof, make the sound of chorus has an incredible range especially emotion of praising their God. There is no microphone around those students. It is sad to me that their number is bigger than the number of audience. They are too fantastic to have that little number of audience. There are thousands chairs in the church, but they got sat less than one-eighth. I was interested to look for other events or performances, and I found that too many performances would be in here nearly every day. A question suddenly popped up in my head. This church should be very rich. Nowadays, The Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine became more commercial-like church to atheists’ eye (or maybe, in Christians’ eyes, too). They can saw it in many movies about fighting of God and Satan. This church also require visitors’ donation 5 USD for each. It should get a lot of money from government and membership prizes already. But it is still worth to visit.

View to East of The Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine (Look at Altar) by Sw Eden
I had walked into other Catholic Church and attended some Christian churches’ activity for studying Bible. All church has nice rolls of wooden chairs. Nowadays, the Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine is strange that there are no wooden chairs for audience. Only wooden chairs are in abandon area. All chairs are steel and plastic. I do not feel strange just about modern chairs in this fantastic Gothic building, because I got a really strange experience when I open the door of restroom. Its restroom sits like a container box at north side of the cross part (Middle of the church). The true bright light from fluorescence inside the restroom came under and between the edges of the door. I got into this area and close my eye a little while. Inside the church is so dark, and the restroom is much brighter. The book of revelation said that after the punishment to the world, there is not sun anymore, but the new land will be bright. If we compare this situation to the restroom, the darkness of the church is seem to be how the world looks like during the disaster, and the restroom is new world for happiness, and for people who do not know God yet. God will give them 1,000 years to know God, but in fact, that is only 1 day for Him of waiting, as the words in letters of Peter.

The Cross and Altar the place of chorus people by Sw Eden

Sketch of Choir and Altar of The Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine by Sw Eden
In conclusion, the Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine has difference in itself. Other architecture makes the difference in its block. The scale makes difference to the city around there. And the church is also the different style to the business and hurry city as New York City. To be New York is to be as mosaic. If the Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine was not exist, New York City would not be perfect itself.

Plan of The Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine and Detail of each room by Sw Eden

behind St. Saviour room of The Cathedral Church of Saint John the Divine by Sw Eden
April 24, 2009
Spooky Kids Live in MWit
M. Tienteera is a step mother of 8 Spooky Kids. Spooky Kids are John 5, Skold, Twiggy, Zim Zum, Sara, Daisy, Ginger Fish and Gacy. All live together peacefully. M. Tienteera gaives a bird-rabbit doll to Twiggy, but John steals it from Twiggy. M. Tienteera rail John, and John are angry, then John escapes from the house. M. Tienteera asks Skold to bring John back to home, because she grasps that they can share that doll together.
Skold starts to find John around many places (located in Mahidol University and Mahidol Wittayanusorn School). John hides around tables, refrigerator, playground, garbage, earth jar, etc. This is as same as Daisy (the dog) try to find Zim Zum.
Once Skold can catch John into a bottle, but Bong (a boy) pours John out, and John escapes again. At last, Skold finds John again and eats John. Skold vomits John out in their home. John tries to find M. Tienteera around the many closets. John does not have anything to do, so John dances with Balloon song by Paradox! John waits at a table, and M. Tienteera comes with that doll with bad smell. Everyone inhales it and dies because of super awful smell. Zimzum is still alive because he is not with them.
Director : Proud / Daw
Photgrapher/Video capture : Proud / Daw
Movie Maker/Anima : Proud
Actors : M. Tienteera (aka M. Tienteera), Daw (aka John 5). Proud (aka Skold), Apple (aka Twiggy), May (aka Sara), Kom-Prun (aka Zim Zum), Hearing ear – Hanging eat (aka Daisy), A. Bua (aka Ginger Fish) and A. Ping-Pong (aka Gacy)
Other Actors : A. Wasin, Ping /5, House Maid, A. Pare, Tong U, P. Bong, all buffaloes, lizard and all dogs
Locations : Mahidol Wittayanusorn School and Dormitory, Mahidol University (Salaya Campus)
Songs :
Don’t Let You Go by Potato
Balloon by Paradox
In the End and Pushing My Away by Linkin’ Park
Week End and Rose of Pain by X Japan
Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne
Now or Never and Take You the Best Shot by Dope
White Wedding by Murderdolls
I Will Follow Him
Prosthetics by Slipknot
Hitomi no Jyunin by L’Arc en Ciel
Mado by Makoto
This is the New Shit by Marilyn Manson
Omoide Aruki by Psycho le Cemu
One of the places in this movie, and Daw (aka John) is in there.
Mahidol University

All are made and worked for charity.
April 18, 2009
Things I hate on Flickr. (Users)
Website system is good,
Its sever is good, too,
But I just talk about some users who I do hate.
Things I hate on Flickr
1. When I give a sincere comment to a guy, and he gives me back just “Great Shot”, that he uses just Ctrl+V for everybody.
Especially on my artwork, and he said, “Great Shot”. He looks down on my work that I take photo of other people’s work.
2. People in the group who always pretend to not know the Group’s rule.
3. People in the group of AWARD, who think that Admin is stupid.
They award just on Admin’s photo, because they think that I do not know that they have never awarded to others’ photos.
4. People who are so nosy around, and try to find sonmething wrong on every words.
5. Admins of Invite Only group who pasted foolish comment on the one who follow the rule and get code before post. They have never thought that their people gives the wrong code to invite photos. They judge as they are so high and as they are hell kings.
6. People who get invite code from Admin, and just click “Yes” without doing anythng to the group. (If they do not have time to go to the group, they must click “No”. But they are selfish to show their xgly shot in the pool.)
**If you do not like what I said, or you are one of them, PLEASE feel free to HATE me.
March 28, 2009
Resurrection of Jesus and Finger of Thomas
Thomas, the one who did not believe in Jesus’ Resurrection, and asked for put the finger into the hole in the hand of Jesus.
Let’s read the Story
John 20:24
Now Thomas, called the Twin on of the twelve, was not with them when Jesus came.
John 20:25
The other disciples therefore said to him, “We have seen the Lord.” So he said to them, “Unless I see in His hands the print of the nails, and put my finger into the print of the nails, and my hand into his side, I will not believe.”
John 20:26
And after eight days Hid disciples were again inside, and Thomas with them. Jesus came, the doors being shut, and stood in the midst, and said, “Peace to you!”
John 20:27
The He said to Thomas, “Reach your finger here, and look at My hands; and reach your hand here, and put it into My side. Do not be unbelieving, but believing.”
John 20:28
And Thomas answered and said to Him, “My Lord and my God!”
John 20:29
Jesus said to him, “Thomas, because you have seen Me, you have believed. Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”

Easter Day is the day of Jesus’ resurrection. Some bad boys call it, “Zombie Jesus Day”. You can see Thomas put his finger into Jesus’ hand. (I will describe more about the hole in the hand.)
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The guy in the dark is my favorite Satan, or St. Peter or Cephas.
Jesus called, Peter, for both Satan and Cephas which means “Stone”.
Peter is a kind of guy who will say ‘Hey, I love you, my Lord’
He is not the prince of Tyre.
Who is prince of Tyre? If you have an ear, please listen.
Prince of Tyre is Lucifer or who people think that he is actual Satan.
I wrote a song for him.
sw-eden.deviantart.com/art/Morning-Star-111175734
(or look at the bottom of this page)
Morning Star is him.
He will die for his Lord God.
It is different situation from St. Peter
St. Peter worked for Jesus for a little while and he went.
His cross was turned upside down.
He escaped from the jail with unconscious.
That is him.
A crazy Rock Out one who God will play with the food on the sky.
“Morning Star” by Sw Eden
(The Song for Prince of Tyre)
Everybody, comes to see me
Morning Star, falls down on earth
My Agony, hits me to fall
But I’m happy, to serve my lord
- Sun Shining, sky is blue -
- You say, “no no”, and give the worm to me -
- I play with it eternity -
- It makes me feel, I love You -
Everybody, comes to see me
Morning Star, falls down on earth
My Agony, hits me to fall
But I’m happy, to serve my Lord
- People think that I am dark -
- But I love to be darkness -
- Cause they see, You are brightness -
- Then their eyes are blind ever -
Everybody, comes to see me
Morning Star, falls down on earth
My Agony, hits me to fall
But I’m happy, to serve my Lord
- At the end, I know, I will die -
- Not cry, not fear, not lose my love for You -
- Send my spirit in to Your hands -
- Be with You till forever -
Everybody, comes to see me
Morning Star, falls down on earth
My Agony, hits me to fall
But I’m happy, to serve my Lord
©2009 ~sw-eden
March 28, 2009
St. Peter or Simon Peter is Satan
St. Peter or Simon Peter or Cephas is Satan
John 6:70
Then Jesus replied, “Have I not chosen you, the Twelve and one of you is a devil?”
John 6:71
He meant Judas, the son of Simon Iscariot, who would betray Him, being one of those twelve.
**In fact, that guy is not Judas, because Judas got asked to betray. Judas is really nice disciple who can do something that hurt himself.
Let’s see who love Jesus most.
Mathew 5:43
“You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’
Mathew 5:44
But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you,
Simon Peter totally believed Jesus’ words in this part. He really believes and does everything Jesus tells. He knows that Jesus is the son of his enemy, so he will love Jesus most.
And after Jesus predicted himself about his death and rising,
Mathew 16:22
Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him, and said, “Never, Lord! This shall not happen to You!”
Mathew 16:23
Jesus turned and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me, for you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men.”
And this is the answer. Simon Peter is Satan.
He was also the only one who run along with Jesus before and in the day that Jesus got crucified.
Moreover, Simon Peter used some bad power after Jesus went to heaven. You can read more in Acts.
And you also know that Simon Peter got reverse cross ( upside down cross) the sign of Anti-Christ.

And this is St. Peter with bloody sky continued with his deep blue face, and with his Anti-Christ Cross.
March 23, 2009
Meaning of “Halley’s Comet” by Stanley Kunitz
Written as Letter by Sw Eden
This is final draft
Dear, Manson
I am sorry, that I did not write to you for long time. During this week, my professor needed me to write about a poem to you. That is “Halley’s Comet” by Stanley Kunitz. I guess, you know him, too. If you still remember my poem, “I Was There Where You Are,” I will let you know that Stanley Kunitz played with verb tense as same as my poem. At first, I thought that it was easy and direct as my poem, but when I re-read it many times, the meaning of his poem was changed. It is not about just verb tense or only in one day. This poem is about the moving of time, the influence from childhood, and also the inability of human to surrounding environment.
The whole poem was shaped by the movement of the time from the beginning until the end of his life. I heard many people say, that they love this poem because of a child’s innocence and his willingness to believe in incredible story. I cannot imagine, if Stanley Kunitz was really a child at the time he wrote this. He was 90 years old, and surely he was not innocent at his age. He used the one single day to explain his whole life. At the beginning of the poem, the time that he sat in the classroom represents his childhood. After that, he moved from the school to his home, from the dinning room to bedroom and from bedroom to the roof. Every movement describes the passing of time that he was growing up. And in every place that he stopped, he had different responsibility. For example, when his mother and his sister were alive, he had responsibility to be with them, and obey them; and when they died, he had responsibility to take care himself. If you really look into it, you will see that he climbed the stair alone. That means he developed his status in his career by himself. Every step he climbed, he got older and tried, but he also felt higher and better. This is really good experience for comparison. You should try to climb the stair at home. After climbing, he sat on the roof and he described his dress and the weather in that night. This part of poem in which he used present tense is where he was when he wrote it. At 90 years old, it is his time to rest already. He rested on the top of the roof, and watched the sky. He tried to show that he did not look at the town, because he knew all of it, when he had passed it. Although he was at that age, he still looked at higher path. And that is perseverance of his life from the beginning till the end of his poem.
From what I said, this poem is not only about one day of his childhood, but this poem still refers to the influence from adults to a child. At the beginning of the day that he was in the school and walked outside to see the world are his studying time. Generally, people study when they are 5 to 25. Stanley Kunitz covered all parts of those ages within the scenes of school and on the way to home. And regularly, when people get older, their thoughts are also harder to change. Stanley Kunitz shows that his family cannot understand him, and they cannot change his thoughts, too. A child is just like a blank piece of paper, and the first one who paints on it is the one who will form the whole life of that child. Stanley Kunitz’s first thought about the end of the world, which he learned from school, also was supported by the man on the street, who shouted, “Repent, ye sinner!” That made he felt to the world that way till the end of his life.
Stanley Kunits also showed the inability of human to among all ages. During his childhood, he believed whatever other people said. When he grew up, he was with his family, and he was nice. He did what they like, although they did not think that same thing as him. When he climbed up the stair, he climbed alone, such he stepped up to get higher position alone. At one day of the life, people have to help themselves without any help from friend and family. This would describe his ability to achieve by himself. His mother and his sister had passes away, and this might mean on one could walk with him all along his road of life. After he got on top of the roof, he looked at the sky. I would remind you that, the time was late night. It was nearly the end of the day, so it was nearly the end of his life. The roof was on the top part of his house, and he could not just go any higher. This was his inability. He could look higher, but could not go. The only thing he could do at this point is to wait as he said, “Waiting for the world to end.”
This is a really fantastic poem, because we can look at it as an innocence poem or a symbolic poem which is really hard to compose. It is really perfect from the beginning till the end. I love that Stanley Kunitz held all moments of his life in one short poem. Right now, I am thinking about if I were him, where I was in this poem. I guess I would be still walking on the street. The reason that I was not in the school of the poem, is I am college student, and I have more freedom to think than the little child. And the reason that I did not in the dinning room yet, is I am still learning around. How about you? Which part of the poem where you are? Anyway, miss you.
Sw Eden
This photo was taken by Sw Eden.
Showing the attempt of the child.

You can read the original poem here
Halley’s Comet by Stanley Kunitz
Miss Murphy in first grade
wrote its name in chalk
across the board and told us
it was roaring down the stormtracks
of the Milky Way at frightful speed
and if it wandered off its course
and smashed into the earth
there’d be no school tomorrow.
A red-bearded preacher from the hills
with a wild look in his eyes
stood in the public square
at the playground’s edge
proclaiming he was sent by God
to save every one of us,
even the little children.
“Repent, ye sinners!” he shouted,
waving his hand-lettered sign.
At supper I felt sad to think
that it was probably
the last meal I’d share
with my mother and my sisters;
but I felt excited too
and scarcely touched my plate.
So mother scolded me
and sent me early to my room.
The whole family’s asleep
except for me. They never heard me steal
into the stairwell hall and climb
the ladder to the fresh night air.
Look for me, Father, on the roof
of the red brick building
at the foot of Green Street—
that’s where we live, you know, on the top floor.
I’m the boy in the white flannel gown
sprawled on this coarse gravel bed
searching the starry sky,
waiting for the world to end.
Note : This paper is for school.














